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[07 Sep 2004|10:02pm]
Today was the first day of school. It was like I never left and that sucks...alot. I have a good lunch and I was all afraid of that too. I have Tim and Alyssaface, and Josh, and even Ross. It was cool.

DP talked for way too long(booty fell asleep)
Mrs. Fazios like was crazy hyper(its wonderful)
Mr.Cella is a hottie
Mr. Martin is kinda fidgety and nervous but seems like a good teacher(some kind of disability)
Mrs. Iosti is cool like last year but our class is 5 people(val,danielle, christine,zach,and myself)and in the lib. in a room with no table just stools.

Fieldhockey today got like wacked in the knee..ouch.
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[24 Aug 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I havn't wrote in a really long time, and I guess I should because all my emotions are being bottled up. I'm coming to face some of the worst decisions ever. I got into a fight with Eric the person I love the most in the world. But I don't know if it's the right thing to still go out. Because, my emotions are so high strung that if I have to go through a school year like last year I may just die. I seriously would die for Eric too, thats the ironic part. I think I just need more time to think. I'm too young for this.....I wrote \/ last night while crying




Love: can we define it? It is an abstract concept that has no physical presence, something that is of human invention, therefore it does not actually exist; it is nothing. Ironic, that sometimes nothing means everything. We can define love. We are love. Our love has endured for over a year and half, when you find someone you trust completely, it is the greatest strength anyone can obtain. So much of my life I owe to you: my emotions, my confidence, my motivation. You have given me amazing gifts without asking for anything in return. To be able to completely rely on someone, in fact making you as one being, your other person becomes as an extension of you. Did I love you? Yes. Do I love you know? Absolutely. Will I love you in the future? Always.

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[27 May 2004|03:56pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Feet, so cold, from walking through
Empty fields of melting snow,
Waken senses and feelings of days
When emptiness was a way to live,
And time held my life in its grasp.

Grasses, gray in the misty meadow
Alive when gentle summers glow
Awoke simple laughter and playtime
Under greening trees and breezes soft
And airy and warm to the beating heart.

Face, so often dampened in cooling tears,
Finally dry after these sad mistaken years,
Looks toward tomorrows gracious simple
Dreams and carefree moments of amazement..
Sudden living freedom has found my life..

Hands, so cold, parched and cracked,
Glow so warm and pink and fresh
And smooth like the brilliant smile
On your beautiful, breathless face,
And placed within your palms grasp..

Life, spent fighting in the winters
Cold, dreary nights and nighmares,
Has found me living in springtime
And the glow of happy tomorrows
Mystic time spent within your heart..





Thus, another patetic attempt for me to write a poem. Laugh at me go ahead.

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[27 May 2004|02:28pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

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yea do anyway I really do. I took the test and I failed it! completly bombed the test. Didnt even answer all the questins on the back. I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate MathI hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math,I hate Math. and Bye.

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[26 May 2004|06:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]

O and then other stuff happened the other night and I was freaking out on Eric for no reason, well almost no reason I just had to get alot of things off my chest but we almost broke up. And it's not his fault that we cant see each other, I'll have my liscense in like what 5 months. I think almost breaking up made me even closer to Eric. I dont even know if that makes alot of sense just kindof how I feel.

I got all stars of softball.It's werid I really really didn't think that I was gonna make it. It scared me. I was like what? And ya, this one is so unstructured. Im gonna go.
I had my last game and it was cool

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